Day 19 Breaking The Prison of Mind's Cage

It's Raining! 

Hujannya turun dengan lebat. Langit sangat muram, awan hitam terlalu banyak. Cahaya matahari terlihat seperti lampu neon putih yang separuh tubuhnya sudah sekarat. Baru Jam lima sore, tetapi suasana sangat gelap dan dingin. Deru angin dan hantaman hujan, membawa ketenangan yang janggal. Kalo boleh jujur, ini sangat indah. Pada dasarnya alam itu indah, ciptaan Tuhan indah. Ya, begitulah. 

Siapa yang dapat menolak keindahan alam? Jadi, seperti biasa, I can't resist to touch the rain. So I went outside, Dad was sitting in the porch. Me, I begin to extended my hand, to catch the rain. Dad said, the rain gonna spalsh me. And I said, "Just for a minute, Dad." I did stand there for a minute or more. Then, realised there's a kid did exactly what I did. And I looked behind me, turn out, there's neighbors that lived a bit far, was sitting a bit far--still on our porch, waiting the rain to stop (yeah, they can't proceed to ride on bike in those heavy rain). That kid is theirs. I gave that neighbors a slightly formal smile and went inside home. Can still heard the mom of that kid asked Dad if I am the youngest kid at home. That was so embarrasing. How can I didn't know they're there? Oh, the rain is stopping while I am writing this.

Oh, My God. But ... look at the bright side. We can learn. Tidak ada salahnya mengapresiasi ciptaan Tuhan. Lalu, bertindaklah lebih dewasa lain kali. If I am alone in this world, I am not affraid of judgements. No, actually I am not affraid if people judge me but if it effects the ones that I care ... Isn't it better to be better? And, For this 19th day of getting out of that prison of mind's cage, just take it easy. The rain is pouring hard again. Can I just go outside? Oh My God, this so random. But who's care? Haha. Anyway. 

Sabtu, 12 Oktober 2025

17:57