Thought: Well ...

Well, beberapa kali ingatin diri kalau nulis langsung di blog nggak bakal jamin pasti aman. But, i didn't consider it as that priority karena ini cuma tempat latihan nulis. And ... boom! Beberapa draft yang udah selesai kehapus karena buka dari apps hp. My awkward hands and stupid brain who can't even focus! It has no trash icon in it. Even tho, tried some way, still I can't recover it. I was panic but told myself not to. I knew it will happen and decided it wasn't my priority before. Actually i never really thought the digital media/gadget as my priority right now (yeah, what and odd way to be a conventionalist). I mean, isn't it good to write in other platform like Medium or elsewhere. I brushed it off cause It is just some practice things. No one read it anyway. And it hits me now. Losing that finished little garbage drafts somehow sting me. My works. My garbages. Anyway. Learn my lesson. Should back it up all, I think. Suddenly it happened to be matter. Even if it's just practice field. Alright. feel free to judge. I am judging myself too right now,